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Now What?

Now what do I do?
Been at war for so long
Fighting’s all been done
And I’m comin’ home
Will I feel the same
‘Bout the things that I’ve done?
When you call my name
Will I smile or will I run?

Coming through the gates
Everything looks different now
What I used to love
I’m indifferent to somehow
Part of me’s still fighting
But the enemy has changed
If this is such an honor,
Why do I feel so ashamed?

Been living in a nightmare
Been part of a machine
Been fighting this battle
Since I was just eighteen
How am I supposed to
Forget the things I’ve seen?
How am I supposed to carry on?

Now what do I do?
Get a job and get a wife?
Soldier camouflaged
In an ordinary life
What they took from me
I’ll never really know
I will do my best
Not to let the battle show

Now what do I do?


from Songs of Peace and War, released October 9, 2013


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Andy Spain Birmingham, Alabama

Singer/songwriter/producer Andy Spain writes songs loaded with meaning and melody.

Blending influences ranging from British psychedelic rock and American folk to electronic artists like Kraftwerk and Wendy Carlos, Spain’s songwriting is lyrically dense and musically surprising.

His latest release is 2020’s ECHOSIS, a concept album about the effects of tribalism and media overload on society.
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